


“We must always remember that the path does not produce the change it only places us where the change can occur. Foster explains in the first chapter of the book that his account of the disciplines is not a recipe for change. She encouraged me that these short summer months are a great opportunity to exercise and equip myself in the spiritual disciplines. I am not touching lives, and I’m not even satisfied in my own walk. Not only do I feel restless, but I have recognized how useless and lacking I am as a tool for God in this season. The reality of my answer brought more emotions than I was ready for. At breakfast with my mum the other morning she asked be how I was enjoying being home. My time has now become more occupied with long shifts at my summer job, homework requirements for my online classes, and social endeavors with whichever friends are still around. I have been feeling rather restless, as one of my previous posts mentioned.
